I was so fucking afraid to leave you...
But I knew
Deep down in me
That I really needed to...
Yeah...
I needed to see
That I needed to breathe too...
Yeah...
I focused on me, too.
That's far from illegal...
Yeah...
You made me believe
That all I should be
Is less than your equal...
Yeah.
Yeah.
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Left it all on the floor.
Spared the parts I could find
But you just wanted more.
Syphoned all my time.
Bore down deep to my core
At the back of my mind.
All the times I implored
Of a shard of your light.
You were matted in darkness.
That I tried to smite.
I was never your person,
No, never your type.
I was blinded by love,
Yes, I fed into hype.
Thought you were my last stop
On this dark, lonesome ride.
I thought I was your knight...
No...
I never was.
I was far from your sort,
I was used just because
Of the comfort I brought
And the safety I gave.
When you said that you loved me,
That lie was depraved.
And I'll never forget
How I worked like a slave.
I was brave.
All the way.
All the way to my grave.
To the grave
That I gave you.
That zombie-like state
That you left me in
After I made my escape...
Yet you chased me
And tried too
Make me feel ashamed
Till I stopped you
And blocked you
Till this very day.
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I was so fucking afraid to leave you...
But I knew
Deep down in me
That I really needed to...
Yeah...
I needed to see
That I needed to breathe too...
Yeah...
I focused on me, too.
That's far from illegal...
Yeah...
You made me believe
That all I should be
Is less than your equal...
Yeah.
Yeah.