27. "THAT'S ALL ON HER"
Every time when I spoke, she didn't listen, every time that I wrote my heart out, she didn't read and every time when I tried to get us back, she didn't hear me, but that's okay now. I'm done chasing after ghosts of the past, I'll leave her with this, nobody's gonna love her like me.
Now she's being played for disgusting reasons, she goes to bed holding a pillow, venting all on her posts with nobody to give a genuine fuck about it but that's all on her, because when I was trying to love her, she had better things to do.
I'm at peace now knowing that I gave her my best of love, sooner or later, she'll realize that there was only one guy who loved her as best as she wanted and by the time that she wakes up from this, it'll be too late 'cause somebody will be getting this love.
She chose to leave when I was willing to try again, she chose to move on many times while I was stuck in the fucking mud..
28. "SKELETONS"
My insecurities keep me up at night,
I try to smile but I'm a mess inside,
Nobody is perfect but I still give it my best,
Even though my efforts seem to make difference.
My heartbreak is holding me hostage,
I can see yet I still feel so out of sight,
My heart is beating but I feel like I'm running out of breath,
I got a lot on my mind yet it still feels like a blurr,
Something is missing but I can't put my finger on it.
My skeletons are climbing out of the closet,
I'm running but I feel like I'm out of path,
I'm tryna keep my head up high but my shoulders are weighingme down,
I Pray and stay hopeful but it feels like I'm out of faith,
Emotionally and spiritually I feel like I'm a warrior in a battlefield.
When everything fell apart, it came down all on me,
When everyone turned they back on me, I had to help myself up,
When my back was against the wall, I had nobody to talk to,
Nobody has been here for me, so everything's been all on me.
Life has taught me how to stand alone the hard way but I'm here now.