40. "RESERVATIONS"
All those old days when your thighs were my pillows to lay on, and your kisses would be something I'd quinch my thirst with, those days were the best days of my life. My body hasn't found another home other than yours, all of these hookups are just for the lust but when it comes to love, I crave for yours.
I hold on to the thought of us looking eye to eye, speaking heart to heart and connecting body to body, I hold on to the little hope that I have for this fairytale and that's just why my love has been reserved for you only. I tell my secrets only to you, I confess my love to you and breathe with relief 'cause you're still the place that I could run to.
One day we would be wrapped in each other's arms, I've always believed it and I guess it's all because of my love not being able to see the difference in time. My love for you runs through my body like a poison, I guess that's why I haven't been able to open up to somebody else.
41. "I WANT YOU TO SAY IT"
Your attention is inconsistent, one moment you're giving a lot of it and then now you got me waiting for you to text me with something that'll put a smile on my face. If you want me, then want me and if you still love me too, then I want you to say it but don't leave me guessing.
Sometimes I feel like this is an unrequited love, you fail at making me feel needed and that is if you even try to. You're the only woman that I deal with, so every little thing that you stop doing fucks with my head, we used to be so close and lately that's all I yearn for.
If you ever wanna live in the moment and never talk about it later, then we can confess it and leave it up to the walls that would never talk. You make it hard for me to feel this love anymore, I don't feel needed by you and if this is an unrequited love, then I want you to say it.
Don't leave me with assumptions.