She was not sure if she had heard correctly or being in the void was making her hallucinate, maybe it was one of the side affects of being in there whilst only having 3 veins opened. She needed to get out of there fast or she might go insane, Divya was right to worry after all.
'HOST, YOU ARE NOT HALLUCINATING. TRULY YOU CAN CULTIVATE HERE.''
So, she was not hallucinating, if she did not know of the existence of this prodigal system, she would have thought she had truly gone insane but how can she cultivate in a void space, this was nothing more than an empty space.
'BUT NOT FOR YOU.''
She wanted to ask what made her so different, yet again she knew the system will not give her a concrete answer, so it would be a waste of her time and energy. 'What should I do?'' She asked as she looked around the empty space in doubtful voice.
'YOU JUST SIT DOWN AND TRY TO MEDIATE LIKE YOU WOULD NORMALLY DO.''
'Normally? I hardly try to circulate spiritually energy because I always experience backlash.'' This was truly a waste of time, but she will not argue, since she was determined to enter this space even if she would meet with a void space, she wanted to see how it looked like so she cannot be disappointed by the results, and she might as well try what the system is telling her.
She sat down as instructed and tried to feel the energy around her, and just like she had thought. She felt nothing, this was worse than her trying to circulate spiritual energy like normal people. She was truly not meant for this cultivation life, but she did not give up, she tried feel once again.
She had been wrong after all, even though energy in the void was sparse, it was there, it had a cold and chaotic feel to it, and she could tell in that very moment if ordinary people tried to circulate that energy it would be disastrous for them, this made her hesitant. This was the first time she felt spiritual energy in this sort of way, but she was hesitant to circulate it in her body.
After thinking about it, Renata felt she had already died once and if she wanted to fight to live well in this world than she had to give it her all, if she does not try she might be stuck with these 3 veins married to her treacherous husband/fiancé, that would be no different than her previous life so fighting it through in cultivation is the only way out for her.
She took a big gulp before feeling for that cold and chaotic energy once again, she slowly tried taking it in her body and then her 3 veins, she circulated it how she would done with normal spiritual energy. She continued to do this for a few seconds before she felt like she was suffocating, she was experiencing backlash from the energy. She really could not win; she vomited a mouthful of blood. She began heaving, as she tried to catch her breathe.
'HOST, YOU SHOULD NOT STOP, YOUR VEINS HAD IMPURITIES DUE TO YOU TAKING IN THE SPIRTUAL ENERGY FROM OUTSIDE. THE MOUTHFUL OF BLOOD IS A SIGN THAT YOUR SYSTEM HAS BEEN CLEARED.''
Renata had so many questions to ask but it was not the time to dwell on this, she could only continue to circulate the energy in her, she could feel her body was getting lighter and full of energy as she was circulating the energy in her veins. Her once empty was full of energy. She felt an excruciating pain, like when she was tortured in her past life by the little shadow. She collapsed, as she began to cry, she could hear her voice in the echo chamber. She cried for help and yet the system did not answer, the digital screen had suddenly gone mute. She could only endure the pain.
She could feel the changes happening inside her body, two veins were opening at the same time, and they were taking in the energy she had just absorbed in the veins, the two veins were circulating the energy anti clockwise, she finally found some reprieve from the pain when the veins found some equilibrium in its circulation. One vein contained the cold energy and the other vein contained chaotic energy, the reprieve was short lived before once again she felt excruciating pain, it was not as bad as the first time, but it was still painful. Her bodily system continued to circulate the excess energy from the two veins back to the 3 ordinary martial veins.
'CONGRADULATIONS HOST, YOU HAVE OPENED THE TWO CHAMELEON VEINS''
Chameleon veins? She had never heard of that, neither her old memories before transmigration nor her current ones have mentioned anything about chameleon veins. Was the system making things up? But then again, the pain she had gone through was real. So, it had to be true. 'What type of veins are those?'' She tried to sit up from the position she was lying on and try to reach equilibrium in her bodily system. As she was doing this she felt better, and her body was revitalised, she was fascinated by the feeling she was feeling currently, she was excited, she had finally cultivated, she was not waste anymore and will not have to marry Killian anymore.
She wanted to go to her father right away and tell him, she was not useless anymore and that she could cultivate but she knew she could not do that, after all it was not just a simple matter of cultivating, she had to be sure that her footing was stable first because at this point, she was still dependent on the Nasir family. She could not be hasty with her decisions or actions; certain things were best done in proportion. Hast could result in disastrous consequences.