Violet
I did not sleep.
How could I when my soul was this restless?
The realization of what I was and just how severe my situation was, was jarring. But what pained and disgusted me the most was how I was viewed. Already cast aside because of something I could not control.
And Tow… how casually she treated the matter was disturbing and it had felt far worse than Maren's hostility.
It was so normal…
The thoughts plagued me until day break and Tow came as she had mentioned, with food, and a new realization. He kept no servants on his estate. Something about respecting his privacy, but they did come once every week to do a general sweep of the area. We started the training in my room for some reason, which did not take long due to a sudden realization that stunned Tow.
And it made me see myself in a new light.
