Diah pov
The polished floor of the gallery echoed beneath my heels, a faint, anxious CLACK that seemed unnervingly loud in the cavernous space. The red velvet ropes, designed to protect the masterpieces, now felt laughably inadequate—mere threads standing between me and a world determined to take everything I had painstakingly gathered. My director followed silently, her poise immaculate, but even she seemed weighed down by the tension.
"Some people caused a scene in front of your private warehouse around five this morning," she began, her voice low and careful, almost as if afraid the paintings themselves would overhear. "They tried to repossess some artwork. Our staff refused them entry, and they eventually left—but I'm not sure how we should respond if they come back."
I paused, letting her words sink in. My long blonde hair fell like a curtain over the tailored tweed plaid of my suit, obscuring my expression even from her. The walls around me were lined with masterpieces, each one a culmination of years of obsession, effort, and sometimes sheer luck. They now pressed against my chest, each painting and sculpture a weight that threatened to crush me.
"Sell all of Kandizma's works," I said, my voice barely above a whisper but final. "And the ceramics we have in our possession."
My director blinked, disbelief flickering across her otherwise controlled face. "Pardon? But… you love these pieces. You fought for them, curated them…"
I shook my head, forcing myself to look at a particularly vibrant Kandizma painting. Its colors—the deep cobalt blues and sudden flashes of crimson—once stirred something alive in me. Now, they were merely reminders of a world slipping through my fingers.
"No matter how precious they are… their weight is too great for me to bear. It cannot be helped, given the situation we're in." I turned away, away from the canvases that had defined my life, and focused on the unrelenting reality. "I held out as long as I could. There is no hope left. It's time to let them go."
Her voice, tight with reluctant understanding, responded quickly. "All right. Shall I send them to the brokers, or put them up for auction with Slitswan?"
"Slitswan," I decided. The name felt bitter, like defeat settled on my tongue.
"You know brokers won't pay us what those pieces are worth immediately," she reminded me gently. Then, her tone shifted, quieter now, weighted with concern. "Yes, Director. But… after our negotiations to buy Slitswan fell through, I thought you should know… it seems the Serenity Family has inked a provisional acquisition deal with them."
A cold shiver ran down my spine. The Serenity Family. Always a step ahead, or perhaps simply unconstrained by the moral and financial limitations I faced.
Then, a new presence made itself known. I looked up to see her—a member of the Serenity Family—standing elegantly near the far end of the gallery. Her dark gown was sharp, sleek, and her hair tied back in a deliberate, almost austere bow. She didn't rush, didn't announce herself—she simply was.
"Someone told me…" she began, her voice calm yet firm, eyes sweeping over the collection with a possessiveness that made the air grow colder. She stopped herself mid-sentence, letting the unspoken threat hang in the space between us, palpable and suffocating. Then she offered an observation, clinical in its beauty, that pierced deeper than any overt warning could.
"That's the thing about a work of art, isn't it? It cannot be owned by those who do not have the right to do so."
The implication was clear: the Serenity Family was not merely interested in Slitswan—they were eyeing everything I had been forced to abandon. What had begun as a confrontation in the early hours outside a warehouse was evolving into a far more public and ruthless battlefield: the auction.
I repeated my own words quietly, almost to myself, letting their weight settle. "I held out as long as I could. There is no hope left. It's time to let them go."
My gaze wandered across the masterpieces once more. Kandizma's bold, chaotic canvases; the delicate ceramics that required hands guided by patience and reverence; each piece a fragment of my soul, painstakingly curated over years. Now, they seemed like burdens rather than treasures, their beauty a cruel reminder of the stakes I could no longer control.
"No matter how precious they are… right now, their weight is too great for me to bear," I repeated, the ache in my chest growing heavier with each word.
My director, efficient to the core, waited patiently for my instructions. "Shall I send them to the brokers, or put them up for auction with Slitswan?"
"Slitswan," I replied, the bitterness in my mouth unmistakable.
Her reminder came again, gentler this time. "Brokers won't pay us what those pieces are worth right away…"
"Ah, I see. All right," I murmured, already calculating the inevitable financial and emotional losses, my mind racing through every possible consequence.
She shifted slightly, a subtle fidget betraying the gravity of her next words. "Yes, Director. However… after negotiations to buy Slitswan fell through… I thought you should know… it appears the Serenity Family has secured a provisional deal with them."
The Serenity Family. Just when I thought I had reached the nadir of misfortune, the world had found a new, colder depth for me to descend.
"How the tables have turned," I muttered under my breath. The irony cut sharply. Not long ago, returning to Meuracevia had felt like reclaiming a life I thought was mine, a life where I could dictate the terms. Now, I faced the stark reality of loss—far grander and more painful than I could have imagined. Memories of past triumphs, of a more confident, invincible self, flickered like distant embers, mocking the woman who stood before the gallery walls today.
A sharp CLICK broke my reverie. My bath—my one fleeting refuge—was interrupted abruptly. Steam curled in lazy spirals around me as I glimpsed a shadow at the doorway.
"Victor," I demanded, exasperation dripping into my voice as I sank deeper into the perfumed water, seeking even a scrap of dignity, "could you at least show me some courtesy? I'm in the middle of a bath."
He leaned against the frame, dark eyes assessing me with an infuriating, familiar arrogance. "I see no need for formality between us," he said, the smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
Steam rose around us both, blurring the edges of the space, but the tension remained sharp, palpable. It seemed that the battles—those external and those far more personal—would not relent. His timing, flawless and infuriating, reminded me that some conflicts are inescapable, intruding at the precise moment we hope for nothing more than peace.
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The air in the marble-clad bathroom was heavy, thick with the lingering scent of perfumed water and the sharp tang of steam. I sank deeper into the tub, letting the water cover my chest as if it could shield me from the storm closing in. But the moment was short-lived; a sharp CLICK echoed across the tiles, followed by the confident STEP of someone who had no intention of waiting for an invitation.
"Victor, could you at least show me some courtesy?" I managed, my voice a mixture of strained calm and restrained fury. "I'm in the middle of a bath."
His eyes swept the room slowly, deliberately, predatory in their assessment of every detail, until they locked onto mine. "I see no need for such formality between us," he said, each word a deliberate challenge. He took another step forward, the tension between us almost physical, crackling in the warm, steamy air.
I shifted, leaning slightly over the tub's edge, trying to mask my unease with an air of inquiry. "Why did you come all the way to my manor? Did something urgent come up?"
A slow, knowing smirk played across his lips. "You said you wanted to know what I was planning, right? I'm here to tell you all about it. You said you were curious why I've been spending time with the eight families."
"What…?" I stammered, momentarily taken aback. I tried to turn slightly away, attempting to gain a fraction of control over the situation, but his presence seemed to expand, filling the space and leaving no escape.
He moved closer, and I felt a sharp FLINCH as his fingers brushed against the damp strands of my hair. "I'm looking for the Serenity Family's weakness," he whispered, his voice dropping into a dangerous undertone. "Something fatal. Something that could destroy them for good."
My chest tightened as the weight of his words sank in. My mind raced, realization dawning like a cruel spotlight.
His face leaned closer, his gaze piercing mine. "I have a feeling you might hold the key to this entire affair. Am I wrong? That's what I sense. You know I have good instincts." He pulled a cigarette from his pocket with a smooth motion, the tip glowing faintly as he lit it. Smoke curled around him like a malevolent halo.
"Speaking of which…" he inhaled deeply, the smoke stinging my eyes. "…I'd like you to do what I asked earlier. Approach Serena. Gather information."
The demand crashed over me like icy water, leaving a burning, bitter taste of betrayal in my mouth.
"Her family has faced trials to get where they are. Every family has secrets, skeletons in closets," he continued, his voice calm but calculated, the smoke curling in deliberate spirals around his face. "We could both benefit. Find something, anything, and then… you can do with her what you please."
I swallowed hard, the GULP audible even over the hiss of the water. His reasoning preyed on my humiliation, my anger, my aching frustration at the Serenity Family's relentless maneuvering.
"You're not thinking straight right now," I countered, trying to buy myself time, to regain control over the flood of emotions. "Cool your head. We'll talk tomorrow."
A contemptuous SCOFF escaped his lips. He leaned back, the shadow over his face sharp and intimidating, leaving me with the residue of his chilling proposal. A partnership forged in vengeance, temptation, and coercion.
🗡️ The Price of Coercion – Expanded
Victor's SCOFF reverberated in the steam-heavy air, dismissing my attempt to regain composure. With a precise, almost theatrical motion, he flicked the burning cigarette from his fingers—PTOO—and it spiraled through the air before landing in the water with a dramatic TSSS and SPLASH. My heart lurched in response.
"You're not thinking straight. That's why I'm trying to find a way out of this mess. And you…" I hesitated, voice trembling despite my effort at control, "…you're one of them."
He leaned in, scarred features partially obscured by shadow, voice dropping to a low, dangerous growl. "Yeah, you're right." His admission was casual, unsettling in its ease.
I held my chin high, submerged vulnerability and all. "That sounds to me like you plan on hurting Eiser if I refuse."
"Think what you want," he said, indifferent, his hand cupping my jaw in a slow, deliberate motion. I resisted the instinct to pull away, holding my ground.
"Don't flatter yourself. Don't try to persuade me with threats. I don't care what you're planning. I won't help you."
His thumb brushed the side of my face, gentle almost to the point of mockery, contrasting with the menace in his eyes—a touch that left a nauseating impression. SMACK. Internal, unseen, yet undeniably there.
"In exchange," he said softly, "I won't hurt your precious Eiser. I give you my word."
I knew better. Eiser—my weakness, my anchor—was exactly what twisted him the most. Using him as leverage wasn't a threat; it was a weapon designed to corrupt me from within.
"The way you manipulate and threaten both me and yourself horrifies me," I said, my voice trembling with a mix of rage and disgust.
He smiled, the chilling SMIRK spreading across his face, eyes glinting with triumph.
"Besides," he murmured, the unnatural blue of his gaze catching the light, "do you really think you're capable of hurting Eiser? Haven't you learned anything from all your dealings with him?"
He knew. Always knew. How deep Eiser lay buried in my defenses.
"I…" he whispered, my name twisting in the air like a dark, possessive spell. "Ending someone's life isn't the only way to kill a person."
Before I could protest—"you—"—his lips slammed against mine, stealing my breath, forcing my compliance. YANK. My head was pulled back violently, leaving only a muffled MMPH! to escape my lips.
It was not a kiss. It was power—a brutal, sharp reminder that Victor would use me, my possessions, and my love for Eiser as tools in his relentless war against the Serenity Family.
Victor's brutal, possessive kiss finally tore itself away from me, leaving behind a film of cold dread clinging to my skin. I sat frozen in the bath, the once‑luxurious water now tainted—not only by the oily sheen of the perfumed bath but by the burned filter of his cigarette, bobbing aimlessly on the surface like a desecration. Each faint SLOSH of the water around me felt like an echo of the violation, a reminder of how deeply he had invaded both the room and my space.
I wrapped my arms around myself, squeezing tightly as if I could compress rage and terror into something manageable. His words—every threat, every twisted declaration—lingered like smoke in the air.
This cunning devil incarnate, pushed to such a reckless brink with me, had made his intentions unmistakably clear. He wouldn't stop. He wouldn't bend. And worst of all, he believed I would eventually give in—if not willingly, then by force.
"Having complete possession of your household and me has been your long-standing wish."
My lips parted in a silent breath as the realization anchored itself in my stomach. That was his truth—his long game. He wanted everything I owned, everything I cherished, and everything I was. Not because he needed any of it, but because he wanted me helpless under his thumb.
"If you manage to steal the Serenity Family's assets, I know you'll go after Eiser next. That's the only way you can ensure I remain by your side."
The words replayed with cruel clarity.
This wasn't about the Serenity Family.
This wasn't even about vengeance.
This was about possession.
About breaking me into a shape he could keep.
A shaky breath escaped me. No—he could keep trying. He could push, corner, coddle, threaten. But he would not break me.
I rose from the water, droplets cascading violently from my body, sending ripples crashing against the sides of the marble tub. SLOSH—SLOSH. I grabbed the silk robe hanging nearby and wrapped it around me, the soft fabric clinging uncomfortably to my damp skin as a steady DRIP-DRIP-DRIP trailed down my legs onto the cold tiles.
He thinks impregnating me will bind me to him…
That I will change my mind, surrender, marry him.
The arrogance—no, the delusion—only hardened my resolve.
I stepped out of the bathroom. The ornate door gave a soft, mournful CREAK as it swung open, as if lamenting the scene it had been forced to witness. The bedroom beyond was awash in a sickly greenish twilight—an unnatural tint that made the shadows stretch a little too long, the air feel a little too heavy. It suited the pit in my stomach all too well.
I crossed the room and stopped before the antique vanity. My reflection stared back: pale skin, wet strands of hair clinging to my cheeks, wide eyes still trembling with the aftershock of his presence. It didn't look like me. It looked like a ghost—one pressed too tightly between survival and collapse.
My fingers, trembling despite my efforts, reached for the top drawer. SLIDE.
Inside were the vials—dozens of them—small bottles of pills I had accumulated over months, tucked away as precautions, as desperate fallbacks, as escape routes.
A slight SHAKE ran through my hands as I scooped a handful into my palm. Colorful, small, deceptively harmless. A bitter rainbow of surrender.
I stared at them. The weight of them. The promise they held.
To stop the chaos.
To silence the terror.
To make it all… end.
For a single heartbeat, I imagined it.
The stillness.
The quiet.
The absolute, unshakeable peace.
No more Victor.
No more Serenity Family.
No more fear.
But then—
No.
Never.
My breath caught in a painful GULP as I forced back the temptation squeezing my chest like a fist. I refused—refused to let him win by ending myself for him. The pills vibrated faintly in my unsteady palm before I slowly loosened my fingers.
One by one, they rolled off my skin, tumbling onto the polished wood.
DROP.
DROP.
DROP.
I shut the drawer with a firm push, sealing the temptation away. I would not break. I would not let him take my life—even indirectly.
My path was clear. Before anything else, before confronting Victor or dismantling the noose tightening around me, I had to protect Eiser. I needed a strategy, leverage, a shield—anything that would keep him out of Victor's reach. And to do that…
I had to secure myself against the Serenity Family.
I had to control the battlefield, even if I was walking into the war already bleeding.
The antique vanity felt like an anchor beneath my trembling hands—the cold porcelain grounding me even as my thoughts spiraled. Victor's presence still clung to the room like a stain, the lingering tobacco scent mixing unpleasantly with the remnants of bath oil on my skin. I inhaled, the breath sharp, the air too thin.
I had refused him. Refused revenge, refused the manipulation, refused to turn Serena into a pawn in his vendetta. Not because she deserved my mercy, but because surrendering my morality would only tighten his grip on my throat.
The drawer full of pills—the silent promise of an exit—I pushed closed, but the echo of the temptation lingered.
But how long until I break?
I stared into the mirror. The green twilight cast a hollow glow onto my face, draining the warmth from my features. My reflection stared back with haggard eyes—eyes that looked older, more exhausted, more fractured.
The dark thought that unfurled in my mind was a monstrosity wearing my voice:
As soon as I find myself pregnant with your child… I will make sure you witness it all… gaze into your eyes as they burn with rage and despair… and only then… will I grow cold.
It wasn't a fantasy of death.
It was a fantasy of defiance.
A fantasy of making him feel something other than control.
My breath hitched, breaking into ragged HUFFS. A twisted, monstrous shadow seemed to shift in the mirror—a distorted reflection of my despair, my fear, my hatred. My own silhouette, but wrong enough to unsettle me.
I straightened, gripping the vanity edge until my knuckles whitened. My teeth clenched with a sharp GRIT.
Live.
Fight.
Survive.
Not for myself alone—but for Eiser. For whatever future remained. For the chance to carve a path that wasn't dictated by Victor's obsessions or the Serenity Family's schemes.
I will do so… again and again… as many times as it takes.
My director's voice from earlier replayed in my head:
"Sell all of Kandizma's works and the ceramics we have… with Slitswan."
Slitswan—the auction house temporarily absorbed by the Serenity Family—would now be the arena for my next move. A battlefield disguised as a marketplace.
The tables had turned so violently it almost made me dizzy.
Not long ago, when I returned to Meuracevia, I believed everything would unfold seamlessly. I had comforted Serena as she mourned her lost painting, feigning understanding, extending a calm hand.
Now I was the one preparing to sacrifice everything I once treasured.
I summoned my director back to the study. This time, my voice did not shake. My posture did not waver. Something inside me had crystallized—sharp, cold, unbreakable.
"The Serenity Family wants my assets," I said, crossing the room toward the large window. Dawn was breaking—violent streaks of orange and red cutting through the bleak night. "And they want them broken."
My director hesitated. "Yes… but selling through Slitswan—won't that give them exactly what they want?"
"That's precisely why we're doing it," I replied. "Because they are watching. Because they want to see me stripped of everything. So I will ensure they pay dearly for the privilege."
I turned slightly, catching his stunned expression.
"This auction isn't about selling art," I explained, "It's about weaponizing it. It's about converting my treasures into liquidity before they can seize them. It's about protecting Eiser. It's about drawing a public line they cannot cross without consequences."
I could almost hear Victor's voice whispering: Find Serena's weakness.
But I didn't need to.
I would exploit her strength—her rigid sense of propriety, her obsession with reputation, her desperate need for public order.
The Slitswan auction would be my declaration of war.
And I would survive.
Not for myself—
but to protect everything he wanted to destroy.
I stood in my study, the final remnants of Victor's intrusion settling into something sharper than fear—cold, hard determination. The decision was made. My most precious pieces—every Kandizma canvas, every fragile ceramic—were going to Slitswan. The air smelled faintly of old books and polished wood, but even that comfort was gone, replaced by a sense of impending conflict.
My director held the auction catalog with careful fingers, her worry barely contained. "Director," she said, voice low, hesitant, "those pieces are irreplaceable. Are you absolutely certain about this?"
I met her gaze, letting the memories of each painstaking acquisition flicker across my mind. Every bidding war, every secret tip, every painstaking journey to track down a piece—all of it flashed in vivid color. "I love those pieces," I admitted, my voice tight. "And I worked hard to add them to my collection… But it can't be helped, given the situation we're in."
I passed a velvet rope, its CLACK on the polished floor echoing like a final toll, marking the line I was now forced to cross. My private warehouse, my sanctuary of beauty, now felt like a vault being emptied, each footstep heavy with the weight of inevitability. I paused before a large framed canvas, a Kandizma I had once nearly wept to acquire.
"No matter how precious they are… right now, their weight is too great for me to bear," I said, gesturing toward the gallery. "I held out as long as I could, but there is no hope left. It's time to let them go."
My director nodded, a quiet understanding in her expression. "All right. Shall I send them to the brokers or put them up for auction with Slitswan?"
"Slitswan," I said immediately. "You know brokers won't pay us what those pieces are worth right away."
She shifted, fingers brushing the catalog nervously. "Yes, Director. However… after our negotiations to buy Slitswan fell through… it appears the Serenity Family inked a provisional acquisition deal. I thought you should be aware."
A ghost of a smile touched my lips. "Ah, I see. All right."
How the tables had turned. Not long ago, I had returned to Meuracevia with confidence, believing everything would go according to plan. I had felt triumphant over my rivals, secure in my position. Now, the Serenity Family thought they had already preempted me, acquiring the platform for my forced sale.
"This is good," I said, a sharp edge to my voice. "This guarantees Serena will be watching. And it means we can make the most public, most brutal statement possible."
I spread the blueprints across the desk, tracing lines with a finger. Every detail mattered.
"The Serenity Family is already causing trouble," my director added, her tone darkening. "Some people created a scene in front of your private warehouse around five in the morning in an attempt to repossess artwork. Fortunately, our staff held firm and placated them, but I'm not sure what to do if they come again."
"Let them try," I said, my voice hardening. "They want to claim what is not theirs. Someone once told me, 'That's the thing about a work of art, isn't it? It cannot be owned by those who do not have the right to do so.'"
This world of beauty and commerce was mine, and I was about to turn what seemed like loss into a weapon.
"I need you to prepare the final list of items: the Kandizma works and the ceramics."
"I will personally oversee the final appraisal and marketing," I added. "We will call them 'The Phoenix Collection'—rising from the ashes, too valuable for one family to hold. This isn't simply liquidation; it's a catastrophic market strike. The Serenity Family wants to buy cheaply through their new acquisition? They will have to bid against the entire continent. They will pay ten times the market price to maintain their dignity."
The auction was no longer an exit. It was a calculated ambush, an arena in which I could turn my vulnerability into leverage.
Later, the parlor still carried the heavy scent of my earlier visitors, mingled with faint perfume from the previous day's arrangements. I sighed silently, the tension coiling tighter in my chest. I've been positively inundated with guests today, I thought.
A young maid appeared, head bowed, delivering news in hushed tones. "Yes, he was arrested in Flo Marina, a city in Artiazen, and is currently being investigated by the Wellenberg police. They discovered his identification was a forgery, which is prolonging the investigation."
The words struck me physically, a cold jolt. How could this have happened? If Frederick's true identity came to light, complications would escalate. The police might trace his presence in Meuracevia back to me. My pulse quickened.
Before I could respond, a sudden commotion erupted downstairs: CRASH! BUSTLE!
"What's with all the commotion downstairs?" I snapped, turning to the maid, who was visibly flustered.
She quickly composed herself. "Ah… Lady Serena is here to see you. What shall I do?"
Serena? My head tilted slightly. Another guest, another test of patience. Creditors before sunrise, Victor after sunrise, and now Serena as the sun sets… I let out a dry, humorless chuckle. Exhaustion wrapped around me like a cloak.
My first instinct was refusal. "Given the late hour, inform her I have retired for the night and persuade her to return another day. Good night," I said softly, attempting to walk away.
But the thought of scandal and maintaining appearances stopped me. Serena was no ordinary visitor; offending her could unravel the careful network of influence I relied upon.
I turned back to the maid. "Send her in."
Settling back into my chair, I forced a pleasant expression. The day's drama was far from over, but entertaining the willful young socialite was a small price to pay for keeping the fragile balance of appearances intact.
Soon, the tell-tale sound of high heels echoed across the hall: CLACK! CLACK! CLACK! Serena was on her way.
I sat at the ornate parlor table, fingers lightly drumming against the polished surface in a deliberate rhythm, outwardly composed, inwardly bracing. Every nerve in my body was taut, ready to spring, though my face remained a mask of calm. CLACK! CLACK! The sound of Serena's heels on the polished floor grew louder, each step echoing like a warning. My stomach tightened, a coil of anticipation and unease winding within me.
Then, abruptly, the steps stopped. Silence filled the room for a heartbeat. I could feel the tension prickling along my spine.
The door burst open with a sudden BANG!
"L-Lady Diah, Lady Serena is at the door—" the maid began, her voice trembling, only to be cut off mid-sentence.
"MOVE!" Serena's order was sharp, absolute. She strode past the flustered servant, her eyes never leaving mine. The force of her presence hit me immediately, like a physical weight.
Golden sunlight spilled through the hall behind her, catching the sparkle of her jewelry, highlighting the sharp determination in her gaze. Every detail seemed amplified—the tilt of her chin, the firm line of her lips, the measured, confident pace. She was a storm contained in human form.
I felt an unexpected mixture of regret and a strange kind of admiration, a flicker of what might have been. My past self, the one I thought I had left behind, stirred uneasily. I closed my eyes briefly, letting a whispered thought pass: If I'd acted more like you… would things have turned out differently?
And then, the memory—or the imagining—descended upon me.
"But if I were you… I'd never have made that choice," a voice echoed, coming from the shadowed depths of my recollection. I saw a scene unfold: a man leaning over a woman seated on a desk, a document lying between them. The woman's expression was a mixture of fear and defiance.
"If I hadn't made the choice I did…" The vision shifted, showing a younger version of myself, pale, desperate, eyes wide with terror yet resolute. My hands clutched at my own face, as if to hold myself together.
"I would've fought back, even if I was scared…" The memory intensified, images overlapping: me standing, holding a gun, long hair cascading over my shoulders, eyes fixed, determined.
"…fought back, even though I was scared… and I would've fought tooth and nail to make sure that no one took what was mine." My imagined grip on the gun was steady, unwavering. "…And I would've fought tooth and nail…"
HUFF! The phantom memory jolted through me like a jolt of cold air. I shook my head, forcing myself back into the present, expelling the pull of imagined regret and hypothetical pasts. Serena's presence had been a tide, briefly dragging me under, threatening to sweep me into comparison and self-doubt.
Now, she stood in front of me, every ounce of her authority radiating outward, her eyes sharp, unyielding. She didn't bother with pleasantries. She didn't soften her words.
"You and I need to talk," she said, her voice ringing with absolute authority.
I met her gaze, and a question lingered in my mind, heavy and bitter: Could I have… become like you?
The room seemed to shrink around us, the parlor's gilded edges and soft furnishings fading into insignificance compared to the intensity of the moment. Every breath I took was measured, every pulse a reminder that the confrontation had already begun, whether Serena had spoken or not.