Noxan was allowed to go back in the classroom,it was visible that he nearly cried,as if the ocean were hidden in his eyes.
He walked to his desk and the teacher asked him
"Are you okay?" Of course Noxan answered with a yes,but he wasn't all this attention was to much to hold for him.He did not only crie but also confessed his deep regret in his feelings,now everyone thinks he is a weak and useless, poetic drama queen.
*It's just a Insult,why did he cry about that* everyonetought.
They didn't know he was a glass child.
His brother and father were climatically depressed,the got all the attention,all the money and all the choosing in the house.Noxan never had attention just time.The time his parents spend on him wasn't for love or care it was to raise a future worker under there feets,all the attention his sibling and father got was shined onto him even though the source isn't him.
All the attention that he just got , wasn't normal or just to much for him,it was the eye of a storm for him.
Not only that but also the control of Sylas kicked in,Sylas paid him so much attention his mind took it as a relieve and not trauma,he couldn't forget the day,the feeling and the plans he had... .He was stuck with this memory that his obsession and body take as a positive outcome.
The Love that control him was written in capitals in his face,the rain above the ocean was loud but also quite at the same time,a balance that should not exist like his inner self right now.
His crazy obsession saw it as a invitation to be the poetic boy he sometimes wanted to be.
The moon and the sun,wind and water, speaking and silently seeking,yet so different but also connected in a way we cannot describe with words.A connection nobody talks about so the words for explenatation disappear.
After school the emptyness of his social battery still pressured over him, crushinghim , makinghim standing on hisknees.The wind forcing the ocean to wave with it.
He couldn't speak,see ,hear or sleep he was to tieered but also to drained to sleep.This time he drowned in darkness,no water ,no wind ,no nothing just pure emptyness.
His social battery threatened to explode,never beeing able to fill again