Then the energy around her seemed to start jumping for joy.
Could I now also read emotions based on the energies around people? Could I therefore tell when someone was lying?
While I was lost in my thoughts, my mother answered my question with a literally beaming smile.
"What do you mean?"
my mother asked me with a joy I had never noticed before.
"Well... maybe I should explain what I can see with these eyes..." I said with a slight grin, as I always did when talking to my mother.
My mother looked at me expectantly, so I continued: "With these eyes, I can see the energies that we have long been able to feel through our hands. As far as I remember, you can do that too, somehow only in a kind of energy drizzle as a distortion in the air, right?"
She nodded at this information and question.
I took a deep breath and then exhaled.
"I can see the smallest particles of energy, your energy, and I can somehow... use the energy from myself and around me?"
I took another breath after finishing my sentence.
Now my mother spoke, slightly concerned or curious? No... was it pride or joy? I couldn't quite put my finger on it.
I could only tell that what she was about to say would be positive.
"That explains the unusual behavior of your energy and the energy I felt from your room all the way here."
She said, as I now realized, thoughtfully, as she continued.
"What did you do, Jamie? Or rather, what happened? Do you know, or did you notice anything?"
She said, curious and concerned.
I began to explain to her what had happened.
"Thanks to my new vision, I noticed that the energy was dancing around the room. When I woke up, I could see my room with pleasant vision, even though it was pitch dark there. There were also three white lights that had been watching me."
I took another breath and noticed that I was inhaling energy, or rather, aether. My mother listened to my words with interest.
"I could also see Mala... she... had been staring at me too. But she calmed down after a while."
I breathed faster for a moment, but then calmed down again. I continued.
"I then went to the bathroom for a moment and freshened up. I did that because my adjusted vision made me think it was already 8 o'clock in the morning. Then I went back to my room and only then did I notice that I could see the energies in the air."
I paused as I continued to remember the events.
My mother seemed slightly distracted by our dog, Honey, but I knew she could divide her attention.
I began to speak again.
"These energies, as I observed, are absorbed by spiritual bodies."
"The behavior also reminded me of photochemistry, which is chemistry with light, so to speak."
"In addition, I can now also see molecules in the air, as well as elements, i.e., those from chemistry, from the periodic table."
I laughed slightly as I clarified that I did not mean elements such as air, water, earth, or fire.
Although?
I could definitely see those too, after all, some of them are formed from chemical reactions.
Although, only water and fire... but maybe I have a way of perceiving the other two as well, so I sank into deep thought and was silent.
My mother noticed this and tried several times to pull me out of my thoughts, but failed. "Jamie?"
I remained lost in my thoughts.
"Jamie!"
As she mentioned my name again, almost shouting, Honey barked at me too. I remained lost in my thoughts until...
"Jamie Caelus Solem!"
Until she pronounced my full name powerfully and heavily.
This short call of my name woke me from my daydream of thoughts.
"Yes?" I asked, having lost my train of thought.
"You were saying that you can see atoms. Doesn't it give you a headache when you can always see these atoms?"
She asked me, while I realized that I could see the atoms again.
I noticed that I had blocked out these particles and could therefore control when I could see them at will. After this brief moment, I answered her question.
"No, no headaches. Apparently, I can just block them out, like noises you hear for a long time. So I just get used to them, and I only get headaches if I think about them too much. "
After I said that, my mother just said, "Ah," and seemed to become more carefree.
However, her energy told me that she was still slightly concerned as she glanced at the clock on her cell phone.
"It's 7 o'clock. You have to go to school today, right?"
My mother asked me, and I realized that I had school today.
An important question popped into my head, which I asked right away.
"My eyes, how do you see them? Do you see them after concentrating for a moment or right away?"
She answered me with a change in her energy, even though her face showed no change. I noticed a slight nervousness in her energy in the form of restless movement.
"I see your eyes right away..."
My mother quickly fell silent, as she also realized that my eyes might become a problem.
"Well..."
I said after I calmed down.
"I'll figure it out. Maybe other people who aren't spiritual can't see these eyes either?"
I said, sounding positive.
"I hope so for you, Jamie..."
My mother said, slightly concerned and relieved.
"Don't worry."
I said in a calm voice with a reassuring smile.
"You know everything will be fine. Nothing happens without a reason."
My mother sighed, only slightly convinced by my words.
"I know... Please don't do anything rash, Jamie."
She said insistently, and I couldn't argue with that.
"I won't."
I told her, remembering the shamans' warning. What she had told me was similar.
I thought, as the shamans' voices echoed in my head.
"Be careful what you do and act with caution."
Yesterday, I had dismissed this warning as unimportant and taken it lightly. But maybe that was a mistake... .
As always, my mother interrupted my thoughts.
"Jamie, get ready and go to school."
She paused, but only briefly, so I couldn't answer.
"And please take care of yourself."
She said now with a concerned tone of a mother I had never heard from her before.
"I will."
I said with a serious face and a slight smile.
She seemed to calm down now.
"I'm going to get ready now,"
I said as I left the living room and got completely ready to leave the house.
When I was ready, I called out goodbye, and my mother wished me good luck. This was a contrast to the usual "Have fun" I always got.
As I left the apartment and, after a few steps, the house, the sun shone directly into my face.
It wasn't just simple blinding light, as it usually was. It hurt.
I blinked several times, but the pain remained.
It wasn't the rays themselves, but something behind them, something I couldn't perceive before, not with the eyes of a mere human being.
It was as if the heat of the sun was hitting my eyes.
But what was this pain really, and why?
I saw an eye. Like a black hole in... or as the sun.
I'm hallucinating... right?