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Chapter 35 - To Love You

Pangzi

The travel back to the shop was one done mostly in silence for both Wu Xie and Pangzi, the two of them still shocked after hearing just one portion of Zhang Qiling's past. None of them wanted to imagine what else he could had suffer before that, but it was a silent understanding that neither Pangzi nor Wu Xie will let Xiaoge experience such horrors again.

Pangzi gazed at the unnatural silent Wu Xie from time to time, just to make sure he was better now, but that frown on his forehead tell him volumes of his inner turmoil and understandable rage. Humans were cruel creatures driven by greed and in their business that cruelty seems to have no boundaries, if young men were used as bait, to be killed by monsters inside old tombs.

Pangzi understood Wu Xie's fury quite well, it was also mirrored by his own too, but if he were to have a significant other, a lover, like in Wu Xie's case he would have move heaven and earth to take revenge. Of course, at that moment in time it was pretty much useless, because so many years had passed and Xiaoge not even remember it.

However, he knew that Wu Xie was not only harboring anger, he was preparing to devote himself to the man to make sure he understand he is loved now and needed, which only means one thing. Wu Xie was going to get serious from here on and that he was going to make his move as soon as Xiaoge was at reach. He didn't blame him though, he would had done the same in his position, but Wu Xie needed to be remained that Xiaoge was still vulnerable and that consent was a very important part of what he was probably planning.

"Tianzhen... I know you may not want to hear this now, but if you are planning to take your relationship with Xiaoge into the next level... he needs to agree..." Pangzi whisper and Wu Xie look at him, like he had grown an extra head.

"Do I look like the kind of jerk that will use him against his will? You should know better than that, especially after learning about his past." Wu Xie snapped.

"Then, that's good... you know, sometimes loving someone else too much can blind you and make you do things you later regret. That's all am warning you, but I'm glad you have your head clear right now. I will dismiss Wang Meng for you once we are back. It's not like the man does anything else other than playing games all day long. I will also make the arrangement to go to Banai as soon as possible, I know you are in a rush to go there and help Xiaoge find his memories. I just hope that whatever we can find in Banai, is not like what we hear today..." Pangzi said and Wu Xie's heart filled with a special warmth, as he hear Pangzi talk.

"Pangzi... I owe you so much... thank you... whatever you need from me, it's yours." Wu Xie said and Pangzi smiled.

"Ah, do you finally recognize my greatness? It took you long enough, huh?" Pangzi teased.

"Yeah, you are the best." Wu Xie said, finally relaxing both his body and mind.

"Of course I am. I'm your best Pingxie shipper..." Pangzi laughed and Wu Xie blushed.

"I told you not to call us like that." Wu Xie mutter.

"Why not? It kind of sounds right... okay, don't stare at me like that, I was just teasing you." Pangzi confessed and Wu Xie sighed.

"Still, thanks... you are a true brother I have been honor with..." Wu Xie assured him.

"We are the Iron Triangle now, you both are my best friends and brothers and loyalty worths more than any riches in the world and you know that hearing that coming from me is really something. We don't betray, we don't leave a brother behind and we do whatever it takes to keep the Triangle strong and safe." Pangzi said and Wu Xie assented in agreement.

"Strong and safe... I could not have say it better..." Wu Xie conceded, then they fell silent until reaching Wushanju.

Wu Xie went ahead of Pangzi and open the door to his shop and walked in with big steps. He ignored Wang Meng greeting and complains about Xiaoge calling everything inside the shop a fake. Pangzi was going to get him back home, so he could be alone with Xiaoge until night fall.

Xiaoge gave Wu Xie a serious look, noticing his somber expression and was about to said his name when Wu Xie grabbed his hand and pull him toward the corridor to the house. Xiaoge did not resist, just follow Wu Xie and watched his tensed back.

They had gone out in search of information from his past, but with Wu Xie's body language, he could assume that whatever information they had found, it was not good. Was he angry? Disappointed? He could not tell for now, but whatever it was, he wanted to soothe him. Thus when Wu Xie open the door of his room and pull him in, he also didn't resist, only focusing his gaze on him, then Wu Xie close the door behind his back and kiss him in the spot, making him give a step back when Wu Xie lean on him and pin himself to the door, as Wu Xie paste to him in a tight embrace.

🔥 Zhang Qiling 🔥

The sudden kiss had been surprising at first, because Wu Xie was initially shy to show him his room, but he could tell there was need in the kiss... a kind of need that was more than simple longing. Something had happen to Wu Xie while he was away and he wanted reassurance from him, a desperate one, which only make him worry more about what he had found out. 

There was something in the back of his mind that felt like when Wu Xie broke down emotionally, he tends to get physical, just like he was doing now. Thus, he pushed Wu Xie as gently as he could and once again cupped his handsome face with his hands for a few seconds, to make him look at him straight to his eyes, which were as open as a book. There was love, but also pain in them...

"Wu Xie... what happened?" Zhang Qiling asked and Wu Xie hug him as he burry his face on his neck.

"I love you."

"That I know."

"Do you love me back?"

"Yes."

"Do you want me?"

"Yes, I need you..."

"I mean... more physically?" 

"I do desire you... I have the feeling, we had cross that line before..."

"We did, back in my uncle's camp, before the snake wave... before I inject you with the serum."

"You didn't tell me that part..."

"I thought it was too much to tell you in one go."

"How far did we go?"

"Just some touching and coming... not the real thing..."

"Tell me what happen. Why are you like this?"

"I told you, I love you."

"What did you found?"

"You don't need to remember that... trust me... not that..." Wu Xie press himself to him even closer and then Xiaoge understood. Whatever it was, it had hurt Wu Xie... so his past had been a hard one, bad enough to make Wu Xie want to offer himself to reassure him he was loved... and his heart was suddenly filled with an intense warmth. The man that was trying to melt with him loved him so much that he would definitely do anything to prove it.

"Wu Xie..."

"You said before we went to Tamutuo that you don't have any connection with this world, except for me... a man with no past or future... you said that you live such a destiny that if you disappear from this world, no one will notice... but I will... I will Xiaoge... I will know you are gone and I will hate it, I will miss you and be miserable... it will break me..." Wu Xie whisper and Xiaoge's heart ached.

"Wu Xie..."

"It was unfair how you live your life back then... just to know you suffer make me want to tear something apart... you deserve better, much better, the best of everything, including myself and I am willing... Xiaoge..." Wu Xie whisper and Xiaoge kissed Wu Xie's head, as he hug him back.

"I love you and so does Pangzi in his brotherly way... we are the Iron Triangle... Xiao Hua cares too, so does Hei Xiazi... you are not alone, you have gain more connections, you are needed, cared and appreciate... Xiage I..." Wu Xie lifted his head to say more, but Xiaoge simply took the opportunity to kiss him back.

There was no need to said anything more, he knew... he knew now that his life had changed, that Wu Xie had change it for him, giving him a place, when he had none, a friend when he had been alone, support when he could count on no one and most of all his love.... And to that, he could not resist... not at all...

The kissing intensify as Xiaoge lose himself on it, pray to his own emotions that Wu Xie awoke on him. He had been lucky to find such a man in his life, no matter what suffering he went through in his past. If Wu Xie sought reassurance, he will give it to him, if Wu Xie craved desire, he will kindle his fire and if Wu Xie needed to make him feel wanted, he will grant it his wish. He want it too...

Thus, soon, Xiaoge guided Wu Xie forward, toward the big bed that was already a mess. He didn't mind it, as he only needed the man he was kissing for pretty much dear life and when Wu Xie fell over it, he top him, feeling his body press into the firmness of the beloved man he adored.

Wu Xie moaned his name, which only make his fire burn hotter and soon, Xiaoge turned on his left side to have enough room to undo the buttons of Wu Xie's shirt, one by one in a slow motion, making sure to touch just a bit of Wu Xie's hot skin in the process. The deliberated touch, make Wu Xie harden and Xiaoge intensify the hardness when placing his leg in between Wu Xie's.

"Oh, Xiaoge..." Wu Xie moaned and kiss him again, while Xiaoge keep up the delicious torture. Then when Xiaoge had enough opening on his shirt to touch more skin, he did... one nipple to be exact, playing with it with his thumb, feeling as it erected under the stimulation. Wu Xie moaned a bit louder, which was only a sign to Zhang Qiling that he was pleasuring his man just right.

He keep up the playing for a little bit longer, enjoying seen Wu Xie twitch under his touch, soft yet insistent, then changed his target, to his other nipple. At that Wu Xie bow his back, to make the target more accessible to Xiaoge's mouth. Xiaoge almost smiled, but hold it, as he then sucked into it instead. Of course, using his tongue was ten times more pleasurable than his fingers, so Wu Xie moaned even louder this time.

Xiaoge only hoped that Pangzi had been sensible enough to go out, because Wu Xie was not muffling out his desire and to think he had been so shy a while ago... maybe he could get even more... he thought as he traced a path down his neck and chest with his wet tongue... and yes, this time Wu Xie tremble in pleasure, as one of his hands grabbed the sheet on his fist.

"Xiaoge..." Wu Xie panted and Xiaoge undressed Wu Xie in a blink of an eye after that. As he stared at Wu Xie's naked beauty, he had another feeling of having seen it before... of knowing the small mole at Wu Xie's waist and down his tight. He knew that body by heart... and he want it.

"Wu Xie..." Xiaoge try to voice a permission, but Wu Xie pull him by the neck and kiss him hard.

"Don't stop..." He whisper after they separate for air and that was enough for him. He undressed impatiently, as he kissed his man and rubbed his body against Wu Xie as he traced delicious lines on Wu Xie's chest and down his tight, close to his erection, but not touching it just yet. The re-exploration was making Wu Xie harder by the second and he pleaded, as he too touched Xiaoge.

The sensation of been cared and pleased was hard to control, so he too moaned on Wu Xie's neck. letting Wu Xie heat him enough for his tattoo to show on his skin, as dark as night. Then, he slide his hand over Wu Xie's stomach and grabbed his manhood, gently rubbing it or tracing circles around the head, which make Wu Xie go crazy with the intensity of the pleasure. 

"More... Xiaoge... more... there is lube... there..." Wu Xie whisper as he pointed at the nightstand and Xiaoge looked at Wu Xie with a hint of surprise that make Wu Xie blush.

"A prepare man have twice the value..." Wu Xie whisper and Xiaoge smirked.

"Which one?" He asked about the three drawers.

"Last..." Wu Xie whisper and Xiaoge moved so swiftly, that Wu Xie had barely enough time to admire his perfect body and dark tattoo. 

To have a better position, Wu Xie moved right into the middle of the bed and pulled Xiaoge over him when he was in reach, kissing him again and as they kissed, Xiaoge reached for Wu Xie's arousal and play with it until it was wet all over, then, very gently he parted Wu Xie's legs and used the lube on the soft entrance.

He placed one finger first, to see how Wu Xie will react. If there was more pain than pleasure, he will only make Wu Xie come with his hand, but Wu Xie was too exited now to stop half way. He seems to be fine with it too, so he added another finger and after feeling Wu Xie shiver and gasp, then he decided to try it out.

"Wu Xie..."

"Don't stop..." He repeated and Xiaoge try to be as gently as he could, just putting it in without moving to give Wu Xie time to have a feel of him.

"Move... please..." Wu Xie urged him and that did it... he stroke Wu Xie slowly first, then faster. As he moved in and out of Wu Xie, he keep rubbing Wu Xie's arousal, to amplify the pleasure to the maximum and Wu Xie panted and moaned all the way into coming when he could not longer hold it, which he did while quivering under him. 

Then he came over Wu Xie's stomach, mixing his come with his, which also felt so familiar that for a moment he could grasp the image of the two of them, over a table bed, with Wu Xie telling him something about he been the heir of his family, yet mixing his come with another man.

"You complained..." Xiaoge whisper as he look at Wu Xie.

"Huh? I didn't..."

"The first time... you complained, been the heir of your family... mixing it with another man." Xiaoge whisper and Wu Xie open his eyes so impossible wide that Xiaoge's heart raced again.

"Wait... did you just remember?" Wu Xie asked in a mix of surprise and delight. He assented and Wu Xie laughed, pulling him close, then kiss him back.

"Then it's not permanent damage... you can recover them back..." Wu Xie said with a bright smile that make him love him even more.

"Wu Xie... I love you..." He whisper and Wu Xie hug him.

"So do I... so do I." He whisper in happiness, now more determine to stimulate Xiaoge's memories. Perhaps something in Banai could do the same, his old house of the photos left behind, which was his primordial target.

Perhaps things could finally move forward for Xiaoge while in there and he was going to give it his best shot to help his Xiaoge to the best of his abilities. They were now part of Triangle that had promise loyalty, safety and strength. He was sure that at the end they will find a way.

AN: Thanks for reading. 🙈 Until next time, please take care. 💕

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