Cherreads

SHIELD'S HIDDEN HAND

Cat_Chaser
21
chs / week
The average realized release rate over the past 30 days is 21 chs / week.
--
NOT RATINGS
17.5k
Views
Synopsis
Marcus Reid dies on Earth , and wakes up thirteen years in the past inside the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Marcus begins his new life cautiously, hiding his powers while he learns to control them and working his way up through SHIELD's ranks. Throughout his rapid ascent, Marcus crosses paths repeatedly with Maria Hill, SHIELD's formidable second-in-command. Their relationship begins as purely professional, but years of working side by side through impossible situations forge something deeper. She is brilliant, capable, and exactly the kind of partner he never expected to find in this dangerous world. Their romance develops slowly across continents and crises, from a first kiss in Budapest to a secret wedding while they hide from government forces. She becomes the one person he trusts completely, even as he keeps the deepest secret of his reincarnation locked away forever. Marcus cannot save everyone, and that knowledge haunts him. He arrives seconds too late to prevent some deaths, watches others unfold exactly as he remembers them, and learns that power and foreknowledge have limits. He saves Pietro Maximoff from the bullets that killed him in the original timeline, but he stands helpless on Vormir as Natasha Romanoff sacrifices herself for the Soul Stone. He fights Thanos on Titan with everything he has and loses anyway, watching half the universe crumble to dust around him. His abilities grow with each battle—energy manipulation, healing, flight, mystical arts learned from Doctor Strange—but even at his peak, he cannot prevent the Snap. The story follows Marcus as he progresses from a cautious observer to Nick Fury's right hand, from a SHIELD insider to a wanted fugitive, from a secretly enhanced individual to an Avenger in all but name. He builds an underground network protecting enhanced individuals, coordinates the resistance against Hydra's infiltration, and prepares Earth for threats only he knows are coming. He loves fiercely, fights desperately, and sacrifices everything to protect a world that will never know how much he has done for it. This is the story of living inside the MCU with the power to make a difference and the wisdom to know that some tragedies cannot be prevented, only endured. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ This is a slice-of-life story, so it moves slowly and focuses on everyday moments, character development, and subtle changes.
VIEW MORE

Chapter 1 - Chapter 1: Awakening

Marcus Reid opened his eyes to see an unfamiliar ceiling. Above him, white acoustic tiles were interspersed with fluorescent lights that gave everything a clinical appearance. Somewhere to his left, medical equipment beeped steadily. He could smell the sharp, clinical scent of recycled air conditioning and antiseptic in the air.

He attempted to sit up, but his body refused to cooperate. His muscles felt weak, trembling with every movement. A soft beeping sound drew his attention to the left, where a heart monitor showed his vital signs in steady green peaks and valleys. An IV line led from his right arm to a bag of clear fluid suspended from a metal stand.

"Where exactly am I?" The words came out in a hoarse whisper, his throat raw and dry.

A woman in navy blue medical scrubs appeared in his field of vision, her dark hair pulled back neatly into a ponytail. She carried a clipboard and wore a badge that said "SHIELD Medical Division." The familiar eagle insignia gleamed beneath the overhead lights.

SHIELD. The Strategic Homeland Intervention, Enforcement and Logistics Division.

The realization struck him like a physical blow. In a disorienting rush, memories flooded his consciousness, colliding in his mind with two sets of memories from two different lives. He remembered dying on Earth, in a world where none of this should be possible. He recalls watching movies, reading articles, and debating theories about fictional characters and their battles. He remembered his apartment, his job, and his mundane existence in a world where superheroes could only be seen on screens.

But he also remembered being Marcus Reid, a SHIELD agent for three years who had been recruited straight out of MIT at the age of 25. He remembered training exercises at the academy, field operations in Eastern Europe, and the feel of a Glock 22 in his hand. He remembered filing reports, attending briefings, and the distinct taste of coffee in the Triskelion cafeteria at six a.m.

The nurse checked his vitals with practiced efficiency, keeping her fingers cool against his wrist while manually taking his pulse despite the monitor's readout. "Agent Reid, you are in the SHIELD medical facility at the Triskelion. You were involved in a training accident three days ago and sustained a serious head injury. "Can you remember what happened?"

Marcus's thoughts raced. An accident occurred during training. The original Marcus Reid had died, or at least something had occurred that allowed his consciousness, his memories from another world, to inhabit this body. But how could he explain this to anyone? How could he tell them he knew what was coming, that he was aware of events that had not yet occurred in this timeline?

"I remember falling," he said carefully, selecting words that could refer to either set of memories. "After that, everything is foggy."

The nurse took notes on her clipboard, keeping her expression neutral and professional. "That is normal after head trauma. Before we discharge you, the doctor will want to run some cognitive tests. You've been unconscious for 72 hours, which is concerning, but your brain activity has remained normal throughout. You are very fortunate, Agent Reid."

Fortunate. The word seemed inadequate for what had happened to him. He had been given a second chance at life in a universe that he had previously only known as fiction. He possessed knowledge that could save lives, prevent disasters, and change the course of history. However, he also bore the burden of knowing what tragedies would occur, what losses were unavoidable, and what costs would be paid for victory.

The nurse left him alone, instructing him to rest and promising that the doctor would arrive within an hour. Marcus lay still, his mind processing the implications of his situation. He needed to establish what date it was, where exactly he stood in the timeline of events he remembered so clearly.

His body felt different, younger than he remembered being in his previous life, but also harder, more conditioned. The original Marcus Reid had maintained peak physical fitness as part of his SHIELD training. That would be useful. He flexed his fingers experimentally, watching them respond to his commands. The IV needle tugged at his skin, a reminder of his current vulnerability.

A tablet computer sat on the rolling table beside his bed, probably left for patient use. Marcus reached for it with his left hand, grateful when his fingers closed around the device without trembling. The screen came to life at his touch, displaying the SHIELD medical interface. A small clock in the corner showed the date: January seventh, two thousand ten.

Two thousand ten. His breath caught in his throat. He was at the very beginning of it all. Iron Man had made his public debut two years ago. The Hulk incident in Harlem had happened just over a year ago. Tony Stark was probably dying from palladium poisoning right now, though he would find a solution soon. Thor had not yet arrived on Earth. The Avengers Initiative existed only as a classified file in Nick Fury's office.

And more importantly, SHIELD was thoroughly infiltrated by HYDRA. Alexander Pierce sat in a position of power, Brock Rumlow worked as a trusted STRIKE team leader, and countless sleeper agents waited for the moment to reveal themselves. The organization that employed him, that he had sworn to serve, was rotting from the inside.

Marcus closed his eyes, forcing himself to breathe slowly and evenly. He could not afford to panic, could not allow himself to be overwhelmed by the magnitude of what he knew. He needed to think strategically, to plan his next moves carefully. One wrong step, one moment of carelessness, and he could find himself eliminated as a threat before he had the chance to make any difference.

A warm sensation tingled in his fingertips, pulling his attention back to his hands. The fingers of his right hand were glowing with a faint purple light, barely visible in the bright medical bay but unmistakable once he noticed it. Energy crackled between his fingers like miniature lightning, responding to something he could not quite name, emotion, will, or perhaps the fundamental strangeness of his existence in this world.

Marcus jerked his hand under the thin hospital blanket, his heart rate spiking. The monitor beside him beeped more rapidly, and he forced himself to calm down, to slow his breathing and lower his pulse before anyone came to investigate. The glow faded from his fingers as he concentrated on suppressing it, pushing down whatever force had manifested so unexpectedly.

Powers. He had powers. That had not been part of the equation in his previous life, had not been something he expected when he woke up in this world. But it made a terrible kind of sense, crossing between realities, between dimensions, must have left some mark on him, must have changed him in fundamental ways.

He would need to test this ability, to understand its limits and capabilities. But not here, not where surveillance cameras watched his every move and medical sensors monitored his vital signs. He needed to appear normal, needed to pass whatever evaluations SHIELD would put him through before they released him back to active duty.

The door opened, admitting a man in a white coat who carried himself with the confidence of someone accustomed to authority. His badge identified him as Doctor Chen, and his dark eyes assessed Marcus with the sharp attention of someone trained to notice details.

"Agent Reid, I am glad to see you awake. I am Doctor Chen, and I have been overseeing your treatment since you arrived. How are you feeling?"

Marcus chose his words with care, projecting the appropriate level of confusion and disorientation while keeping his actual thoughts carefully hidden. "My head hurts, and I feel weak. The nurse said I have been unconscious for three days."

Doctor Chen pulled up a chair beside the bed and opened a tablet similar to the one Marcus had been using. "Yes, you suffered a significant head injury during a training exercise. You fell approximately fifteen feet and struck your head on concrete. By all rights, you should have much more serious damage, but the scans show only minor bruising and swelling. You are remarkably lucky."

Lucky. That word again. Marcus suspected luck had very little to do with his survival.

The doctor proceeded through a battery of standard neurological tests, following lights with his eyes, squeezing hands with varying pressure, answering questions about his identity and memories. Marcus responded correctly to everything, drawing on the original Marcus Reid's memories to provide accurate personal details. He knew his mother's maiden name, his father's military service record, the street address of the house where he grew up in Boston. He knew the name of his recruiter, his scores from the academy, and the details of every operation he had worked since joining SHIELD.

What he did not mention was the other set of memories, the knowledge of a future that had not yet arrived, the understanding of threats and conspiracies that would not reveal themselves for years. Those secrets he guarded carefully, keeping his expression neutral and his answers unremarkable.

"Your cognitive function appears normal," Doctor Chen said finally, making notes on his tablet. "I am going to recommend twenty-four more hours of observation, and then if all remains stable, we will discharge you to light duty for another week. No field operations until you have been cleared by both medical and psychological evaluation."

Psychological evaluation. That could be problematic. Marcus would need to be very careful about what he revealed during those sessions. SHIELD employed some of the best psychologists in the world, people trained to detect deception and identify potential security risks. If they suspected anything unusual about his mental state, they might flag him for additional scrutiny.

"I understand," Marcus said, keeping his tone appropriately subdued. "Thank you, doctor."

After Doctor Chen left, Marcus allowed himself to relax slightly, though he remained aware of the cameras mounted in the corners of the room. He could not afford to let his guard down completely, could not risk doing anything that might seem out of character for the person everyone expected him to be.

The afternoon passed slowly. Nurses checked on him regularly, bringing him water and bland food that tasted like cardboard. He ate mechanically, forcing himself to consume calories his body needed to recover. Between visits, he experimented carefully with the strange energy he had felt earlier, trying to understand its nature without producing any visible effects that the cameras might record.

When he concentrated, he could feel something flowing through him, a current of power that responded to his will but remained frustratingly difficult to control. It wanted to manifest, to express itself visibly, but he pushed it down, compressed it, kept it hidden beneath his skin. The effort left him mentally exhausted, but he persisted, knowing that control would be essential if he wanted to keep this ability secret.

As evening approached, another visitor arrived. This one made Marcus's breath catch in his throat despite his best efforts to remain calm.

Agent Phil Coulson stood in the doorway, wearing one of his characteristic dark suits and carrying a tablet under one arm. His expression was friendly but professional, the face of a man who had perfected the art of appearing harmless while missing absolutely nothing.

"Agent Reid, I am glad to see you awake. I am Agent Coulson. I wanted to check in on you personally and see how you are recovering."

Marcus had known Phil Coulson would die in just over two years, stabbed through the chest by Loki's scepter aboard the Helicarrier. He had watched that scene in a movie theater, had felt the emotional impact of seeing a beloved character killed. But now Coulson stood before him, alive and whole, and Marcus felt the weight of that future knowledge pressing down on his chest.

Could he prevent that death? Should he try? Or would changing that event create ripples that might make everything worse?

"I am recovering well, sir," Marcus said, falling back on military courtesy. "Thank you for coming to check on me."

Coulson smiled slightly, the expression warm but somehow also calculating. "I have been reviewing your file, Agent Reid. You have an impressive record for someone who has only been with SHIELD for three years. Your performance evaluations are consistently excellent, and your commanding officers speak very highly of your analytical abilities. What happened during the training accident?"

The question seemed casual, but Marcus recognized it for what it was, a test. Coulson was trying to determine if the head injury had affected his memory or judgment, assessing whether he remained fit for duty.

"I was practicing urban combat scenarios in the training facility," Marcus said, drawing on the original Marcus Reid's final memories. "I misjudged a jump between platforms. My foot slipped, and I fell before I could catch myself. It was my own error in judgment, nothing more."

Coulson nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving Marcus's face. "The trainer who was supervising reported that you seemed distracted that day, that you were not performing at your usual level. Is there anything going on that I should be aware of? Personal issues, concerns about your work?"

This was dangerous territory. Marcus needed to provide a plausible explanation without revealing anything that might raise further questions. "I had been working extended hours on a project, trying to prove myself. I think I was simply overtired and not as focused as I should have been. It will not happen again, sir."

"See that it does not," Coulson said, his tone mild but carrying an undertone of steel. "SHIELD invests considerable resources in training our agents. We expect them to take care of themselves and remain mission-ready. Extended hours are sometimes necessary, but not at the cost of your safety or effectiveness."

"Yes, sir. I understand."

Coulson studied him for another long moment, and Marcus had the uncomfortable feeling of being thoroughly examined. Then the senior agent's expression softened slightly. "Get some rest, Agent Reid. When you are cleared for duty, I may have some assignments that could use someone with your particular skills. I look forward to working with you."

After Coulson left, Marcus lay back against his pillows and stared at the ceiling. The encounter had been more stressful than the medical evaluation, and he recognized that he would need to be much more careful about managing his reactions. People like Coulson made their careers out of reading people, identifying threats, and detecting anomalies. If Marcus wanted to avoid scrutiny, he would need to become very good at appearing completely ordinary.

The evening nurse brought him dinner, slightly more appetizing than lunch but still recognizable as hospital food, and checked his vital signs one final time before the night shift took over. Marcus ate slowly, his mind working through possible scenarios and planning his next moves.

He needed to establish himself as a competent, reliable agent who could be trusted with increasingly important assignments. He needed to work his way into positions where he could make a real difference, where he could prevent disasters and save lives. But he also needed to move carefully, slowly, without drawing the kind of attention that would make people question how he knew things he should not know.

Nick Fury. That was the key. If Marcus could find a way to bring his concerns to the Director's attention, to plant seeds of suspicion about HYDRA's infiltration without revealing how he knew, then perhaps he could help Fury root out the conspiracy before it brought SHIELD crashing down.

But Fury was notoriously paranoid and difficult to fool. He would need compelling evidence, not just theories and suspicions. Marcus would have to be patient, gathering information and documenting irregularities until he had built a case that even Fury could not ignore.

The lights in the medical bay dimmed as night fell over Washington DC. Through the narrow window, Marcus could see the lights of the city stretching into the distance. Somewhere out there, Tony Stark was working on solving his palladium problem. Bruce Banner was hiding from General Ross, trying to find a cure for the gamma radiation in his blood. Steve Rogers lay frozen in ice, waiting to be discovered. Thor lived in Asgard, unaware that his brother plotted against him.

And Marcus Reid, formerly of a world where all of this was fiction, lay in a hospital bed and contemplated how to save a universe.

The purple energy flickered at his fingertips again, responding to his swirling thoughts and emotions. This time he did not try to suppress it completely. Instead, he focused on it, trying to understand its nature. It felt like potential, like possibility, like the space between what was and what could be. It responded to his will but also to something deeper, his determination, his purpose, his refusal to accept that tragedies were inevitable.

Marcus closed his hand into a fist, and the glow faded. He would learn to control this power. He would find a way to use it without revealing himself. And he would do whatever it took to protect this world from the threats he knew were coming.

A soft sound at the door made him open his eyes. The night nurse stood in the doorway, silhouetted against the light from the hallway. But something about her posture seemed wrong, too rigid, too alert for someone making a routine check.

She stepped into the room, and the door clicked shut behind her. In her hand, partially concealed by her body, was a syringe filled with clear liquid.

The nurse turned away. Marcus's hand glowed with purple energy he couldn't control.