Hello, I miss you.
I miss your beautiful smile.
I miss the sound of emotion in your voice when talking about the things you like, when talking about your projects. How your tone of voice changes when talking about an ugly moment you lived, how you play with your hands or with your hair when you are in an uncomfortable place or moment or you can't express yourself.
I miss your excitement for the details, I miss seeing how you get excited when listening to the songs of your favorite band and you know them all but all of them by heart.
I miss seeing you when you were getting ready to go out, because you spent hours and hours deciding what you were going to wear, you turned the room into a walkway and I, your favorite spectator.
I miss hearing your shy laugh, your nervous laugh, your laugh when you are happy.
I miss the warmth of your hugs and the comforting words in difficult times.
I need you, I need your warmth in all seasons, especially in summer which is when everything is colder.
I need the talks for hours without getting bored, I need to see you shine again and loving every little detail.
Come back, come back to me that I can't resist anymore, your brightness and love are my greatest engine and impulse to keep thinking that if it's worth fulfilling my desires.
Don't be afraid, we will be able to solve this, we will laugh again, we will be able to have uncomfortable silences and feel comfortable.
The darkness is not going to scare us, we are going to get out of every obstacle we have because we have each other.
Little by little we are going to control the anxiety, we are no longer going to feel that rushed heartbeat in the chest, much less how our throat closes because we are going to heal.
The demons will be gone and only dreams will remain to be fulfilled. Your brightness will return to illuminate souls and heal hearts.
Let's stop having nightmares that make us wake up crying at night needing that hug yes or yes. We will be able to visit places that we could not even look at before, we will be able to love each other again regardless of comments or opinions.
We are going to reunite more than ever because we are capable, we are strong, we are brave, we are sensitive but at the same time empathetic.
We are capable of having total control of our life, we can move forward and take every lesson as a lesson and not get angry about constructive criticism.
Shine again heart that the world needs to see your beautiful radiant smile, and needs your perception of the world.
Come back, I miss you and I need you to shine again. I need you to heal, I need you to shine like you never did before.
From me,
For me.
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Being in a healing process we get completely lost, we leave
To see our qualities and we focus on the defects that others
They make us believe that we have. We are not imperfect, we are just not perfect
For that person, we shine too much for someone who shines half, we love
Too much for someone who doesn't love, and we are very sensitive for an egoist.
No, don't lose your essence for people who don't deserve all your love and brilliance.
You are worth more than you think or think, people who seek to turn you off take them out
Of your life, they don't add you, they subtract you and don't let you move forward.
Don't stop loving yourself, don't stop watching the sunset, don't stop listening to your favorite album a thousand times. Do what you love and take out the rest.