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The secret she carried

Valerie_Ray
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Prologue Five years. Five years had passed since Violet last saw him—since the man she trusted, the one she was willing to build a future with, vanished without a word. No goodbye. No explanation. Just silence. She had carried the weight of his disappearance in her heart, a secret no one knew. And now, standing in the crowded café as their eyes met again, all the buried questions—pain, betrayal, and the truth she never got—rushed back like a storm ready to break. What was he running from? And what was the secret she had been carrying all this time?
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Chapter 1 - Chapter one

Chapter One

The morning light filtered gently through the lingering fog, casting a soft glow over the cobblestone streets of the town Violet now called home. It was a place she had returned to some months ago—a small, quiet space at the edge of the world, where the noise of life dulled to a distant murmur. Here, away from the bustling city she'd left behind, she hoped to find peace. But peace was a fragile thing, especially when carried with it was a secret that clung to her like a shadow.

Five years. Five years had slipped away since Alec disappeared from her life without so much as a word. No explanation for the sudden silence that drove a wedge between them, nor any sign of the man she thought she would marry. In those years, Violet had built walls that protected her from the piercing questions, from the aching hope that maybe, just maybe, he would come back. But each day that passed only deepened the wounds left open by his absence.

She pulled her coat tighter against the cool morning air and walked slowly down the familiar streets. The smells of fresh bread from the bakery, the soft chatter of early risers—all the ordinary details felt like a quiet backdrop to the storm that raged within her. She paused at the old park bench where, years ago, they had sat side by side, laughing about dreams too big for the world they lived in. It was a place where everything had seemed possible, and yet somehow it was here that those possibilities had quietly slipped away.

Violet's fingers toyed absently with the silver locket around her neck—a small, delicate thing that never left her. Inside was a picture, worn from years of handling: a snapshot of her and Alec, smiling, full of hope and certainty. Now, that picture was a reminder of what had been lost and what she still carried alone.

The secret.

It wasn't just that Alec had disappeared. It was the silence that followed—the unanswered calls, the messages left unopened, the private world he had erased her from as if she'd never existed. In the years since, she had learned to live with the unanswered questions but never to forget them. Each time she closed her eyes, the memory of that final night—the night he left—replayed like a haunting lullaby she couldn't escape.

Her heart ached with the knowledge she would never truly understand why. There had been no fight, no betrayal on her part, only his sudden retreat. It was a wound that never quite healed, festering beneath the surface even as she tried to move on.

Violet glanced up, watching children play in the distance, their laughter light and carefree. How strange it was to watch life go on while hers had fractured in silence. She shifted her weight and continued walking, moving away from the bench and toward the heart of the town.

The small café on the corner gave off the comforting scent of fresh coffee and pastries, drawing customers in with its warm glow and the soft murmur of conversations. Violet often came here when the mornings felt too heavy when she needed to drown out her own thoughts with the kind of routine that soothed her. The barista knew her by sight and greeted her with a gentle smile, which she returned quietly, ordering her usual—black coffee, no sugar.

Seated by the window, Violet watched the world outside: people hurrying along on their way to work, friends exchanging greetings over steaming cups, lovers stealing quiet moments in corners. For a moment, she allowed herself to imagine a different story: one where she wasn't carrying the scars of unanswered questions, where love wasn't overshadowed by a vanishing act.

Her gaze drifted back to the locket resting beneath her shirt. There was more she hadn't said aloud, secrets tied to Alec's disappearance she felt too fragile to face. The years had silenced her more than any absence could. She wondered what Alec would think if he knew the burden she had kept—the weight not only of his leaving but of what she held inside, a secret as much a part of her as the love she had lost.

Turning the ring of the locket slowly between her fingers, she glanced at the crowded table across the room where laughter erupted. Her own smile was an outline, forced and distant, a mask she wore in public.

Violet's phone buzzed softly on the table, breaking her reverie. A message from her sister, brief and warm: Thinking of you today. Coffee later? She hesitated, the thought of being around people stirring an ache she wasn't ready to share. But she tapped a quick reply, Yes, I'd like that.

She folded the phone away and looked back out the window, past the crowds, past the ordinary days that kept moving forward, unwilling to slow down for her.

Her feet carried her from the café down the street toward the bookshop she had started working at since returning home. She loved the quiet among dusty shelves, the escape of old stories, and the company of books that didn't expect answers in return for their presence. The bell tinkled softly as she opened the door, and the scent of paper and ink enveloped her in a fragile comfort.

Behind the counter, Violet found Mr. Hargrove, the kindly old shop owner, arranging new arrivals. "Morning, Violet. Busy day, I see," he said with a knowing smile.

"For me, always," she replied, her voice warm but edged with exhaustion. "People keep looking for distractions—and I'm more than willing to help them find something to get lost in."

He chuckled. "Books have a way of healing, don't they?"

She nodded. He understood the unspoken—a shared knowledge that some pain needed more than just time.

The hours slipped by between cataloging new books and helping customers. Each story she handled, she imagined the secrets it could hold, the chapters people carried within. Sometimes, she thought her own story could be one of those yellowed pages—a narrative both beautiful and broken, waiting to be understood.

At midday, Violet stepped outside for fresh air. The sky was clearing, revealing patches of blue where the fog had once clung. She inhaled deeply, hoping it might clear the heaviness inside her.

The sound of footsteps approaching made her turn, but it was only a neighbor passing by, smiling in greeting. She offered one back but kept moving. There was too much here she couldn't face—not yet.

That night, Violet sat by her window, pen in hand and journal open. She wrote not the story she wished others to see but the truths she forced herself to face alone—pain, confusion, hope, and fear all bleeding onto the pages.

Her hand paused over the paper as a new question surfaced in her mind, sharp and insistent:

Could the secret she carried finally be unraveled? Could she find the courage, the answers she'd long denied herself?

Silent and alone, Violet pressed the pen back to paper. Whatever the future held, she would no longer hide from the past.