Way to home i was very tired so I went to sleep.
But I was unable to sleep. I don't know why.
My mind was not calm.
I woke up around 3 clock at night.
I start watching a movie but I was not really watching it.
My thoughts was somewhere else.
Next day I went to office.
All the same struggle again. Work pressure, tension, money thoughts.
But one thing was always in my mind - the card.
All day I keep thinking about it.
Why my name was there.
Who keep it there.
Was it for me or just coincidence.
When I came home, I immediately looked at the card again.
I hold it in my hand for long time.
I was thinking...
Should I discuss this with someone or not.
What if people think I am crazy.
What if it means nothing.
But something inside me was not letting it go.
I sleep after having dinner.
I was very tired again.
But it was same.
I woke up at 3 clock.
I was unable to sleep.
My eyes was open but my body was tired.
My heart was feeling heavy.
I don't know why this keep happening.
Third day also I went to office.
Morning feel heavy. Eyes burning.
But I still go because I have no option.
Same office. Same work. Same pressure.
People talking, laughing, working like normal.
But inside me, nothing was normal.