Now it repeated same thing again.
Every night I wake up at 3 clock.
Unable to sleep.
Its getting me stress.
My head was heavy. My body was weak.
But my mind was not resting.
I keep asking myself —
Why for 3 days I wake up at 3 clock.
Why not any other time.
I start reading some research online.
People write many scary things.
Spiritual, death time, negative energy, signs.
But honestly, I really don't care.
Because living was already scary.
Those words didn't frighten me more.
I was more tired of being awake.
More tired of thinking.
More tired of pretending I am okay