03. "THE BREAKUP"
I was gonna buy a promise ring and hand it over to you in a necklace, I was trying to sustain the relationship and keep you in my life, I never wanted you to leave, it was always us against everything for me, and then you made a choice that changed me forever.
You changed my life for the worst because somehow you became a big part of me, so when you left, it left me with a big void, even after if it's almost a year, I still haven't managed to fill it up, I try to move on but I end up with a pen in my hand, writing about you.
I guess I wasn't strong enough to cope with the breakup, that phase changed me, I lost myself into darkness, I lost everything I knew to be a part of me, I was left with nothing to give any every way, and I still indulge in stuff that I shouldn't, maybe I should just talk to somebody about it.
I wanted us to share a room before a house,I wanted us to share a bed every night,I wanted to wake up next to you one day,I wanted to live the rest of my life with the girl I love wholeheartedly.
04. "THIS AIN'T"
This ain't a try again type of break-up, this ain't a pull up and get through to her kinda situation, this breakup doesn't have a make-up.
Love doesn't stand on one leg, it goes two ways, we should just say it as it is, I'm the ex that's caught up in the past. There's nothing wrong with her waking up and deciding that this ain't a place she wanna be anymore, people aren't always meant to be and that's one part I'm having troubles making peace with.
This ain't a we'll find our way back to each other type of breakup, this ain't..