Aj se 5 sal pahle jb mai 19 sal ki thi . Mujhse ek bahut badi galti ho gai thi.
Asha karti hoon is kahani se ap ko sikhenge apni zindagi me nhi dohraynge .
Ye bhut badi galti thi meri zindagi ki ,
Mujhe apni padhai se bhut pyar tha . Mai hamesha school me first ati thi .
Jisse mujhe dheere dheere bhut ghamand aa rha tha . Mera ego bhut jyada badh gya tha .
Mai apne classmate se jyada achche tarike se bat nahi karti thi .
Sabse door rahne lagi thi. Mujhe sirf apne kam se apni pdhai se matlab tha or kisi se nahi.
Mai teachers se pahle answer karti thi, jisse unka bhi respect karna smjho bhool hi gai thi .
Mere friends agar mujhse kisi cheez me madad ke liye bol de to Mai mna kar deti thi.
Agar btati to galat btati thi. Mujhme itna ego Aa gya tha ki mujhe chhote bade ka lihaz karna Tak bhool gai thi.
Mere marks har cheez me bhut badhiya Ate the . Mere parents ko bhi mujhpe garv tha lekin me pdhai me achche marks to le ati thi .
Lekin Ghar me kaise sabke sath rahna kaise bat karni hai ye sb jaise ki Mai bhool hi gai thi.
Meri maa ne mujhe samjhaya ki aise kam nahi kiya kro nhi to tumhare friends log tumse door hote chale jayenge .
Or koi tumse pyar nhi krega . Or mere andr bhi kha itni samjh thi maine bhi bol diya ap sab ho na , jisko door hona hai ho jay . Mujhe usse koi fark nahi padta.
Mai or meri study ke beech koi nhi AA SAKTA . Maa ne bhut samjhane ka prayas kiya lekin Mai samjhna hi nhi chahti thi .
Mujhe sirf apni life se matlb tha . Mai Aisa hi karti gai or sab mujhse door hote chale gay .
Meri friend Nishu mujhse ye kahte the ki tum padhne me bhut achchi ho iska ghamand mat karo varna ek din bhut pachtaogi .
Nishu ne ye bhi kha ki pdhai me achacha hona ye bhut achchi bat hai lekin tum hum sabse door q ho rhi ho.
Hum sb sath me kitne khush hai na . Tumhe alg rah ke kya milega .
Hum sath me vo sab hasil kar skte hai jo tum sapne me bhi nhi soch skti .
Maine kha thik h tum sab sath mil ke jo kam nhi kar sakte vo Mai akele krungi Bina kisi ki madad ke jao Mai sab manage kar lungi .
Mujhe kisi ki koi jaroorat nhi hai .
Maine us din sb kuch gusse me bol ke sab khatam kar diya .
Itna sab hone ke bad bhi mujhe akal nhi ayi,
Maine apne teachers se nhi uchi avaj me bat karna suru kar diya kisi ki koi respect nhi karti thi.
Kiyuki mujhe khud bahtar koi lagta hi nhi tha .
School jati to Mai late me thi . Lekin sheet pe sabse age baithna pasand karti thi .
Sab Mujhse ladne ko ichchuk ho jay bole ki tum late ai ho piche Jake baitho .
Lekin Mai padhne me bhut acchi thi . Isiliye, Mai apni dost se kan me bol deti thi yha piche chali jao varna ma'am ayengi to sabse pahle tumse sunna or questions karna start kar dengi . Fir tum kya krogi agar answer nhi de pai to mar khaogi isse achcha hai ki piche chali jao.