Hello world, and hello my Dino! It is time to express a speech, perhaps.
On a stage, Apa steps with her fair but softened-up, crumbled feet.
"Be entranced by my presence," she said.
The stage was colored with icy gold and sparkled snowflakes made of unmelteable flakes.
She took the mic in her hand, looked straight ahead to the non-existent crowd with a gaze empty but reminiscing of the future, and spouting despise and disgust, focused, sharpened, and direct at the past—like a knife cutting stone.
She shouted:
"HENCEFORTH SEAL THY FATE! THE MIRRORS OF THE NON-CONVERSING FRUSTRATE YOUR MIND!"
From here on, dear reader, you will only hear her speech, so I, the narrator (also me, of course), I will dip. Muhehehe, I'm not going anywhere.
This world is rotten, I think you know that pretty well. I'm going to take it from the very low, from the very existence we possess: humans. Babies and birth. From the very moment you exist in this world, you face the unfair hand dealt to you. Greedy parents birthing you because they themselves want to show you existence through their lenses. Very unfair indeed. However, as you go through life, you may or may not open your eyes to the truth—the truth being ignorance. Ignorance makes this world sweat hell.
I always wondered why... from religions ignoring others' belief, well-being, and free will, to hypocrisy against minorities to shift views of people.
Why do wars exist? They do 'cause people don't care and don't have empathy and intelligence. If you wage war, you are a disgusting soul that's so putrid you deserve to be killed over and over and over again until the universe explodes. Even if leaders of this world may want to fight, they will not do it against themselves because they are cowards that need scapegoats at every turn.
I am a coward too, I must admit. My love is big and my trust is small, but I do know that at the end of the day, everyone deserves to be happy. It is cliché but true: happiness is the reason humans do exist. Even the worst kind of people, in what we call disgust and pure hatred, they may see innocence and right. Based on the way someone is born, it dictates a lot about their whole existence. As I previously stated, it truly does impact your life. It may give you a religion and a set of morals you may be stuck with for life because that's the environment given to you. I myself, your dear Apa, have been trying my best. Happiness, right? I wonder why people still hate and despise.
I wonder why humans are the worst to humankind. Perhaps I am so fragmented that I started to see all of their mirrors and eventually realized how they look. Perhaps I myself, living day to day enclosed by misery, isolation, and loneliness, started to see the world because at those moments, I was nothing. And because the world is nothing and I did not try defending it, I ultimately realized the truth.
I myself, Apa, I am so tired. I truly make mistakes so often, so many chambers created, and the moonlight still hits me. But even on this stage, I think of you, my love.
I am once again affirming the fact that I am not the best, however, I believe that if I were to be let, I could show you love that doesn't exist in this world. And sure, I am already able to, but I want to say that I declare my love as the greatest.
It's not an overestimation; I truly mean that my love is the greatest. I am able to love at levels that no one ever could because I try my best to understand you and your every intention.
I have needed you for so long, my dear. I have visualized you in my head and prayed for you before I even met you.
I declare that I am the best for you, I declare that I am the most loving, I declare that I am the most understanding, I declare that I will never leave you, I declare that I will forever and beyond love you.
I declare that beyond my declares, there are even higher amounts of love I cannot express that's sweeter than every éclair.
So, was that a good speech, my Mr. Dino? It's a bit funny I call you that. It was only by accident that I indeed started doing it, but with the amounts of "grr," "ugh," and "mwah's" you give me, it does fit you well.
No matter what happens, how we feel, how the situation that we are in messes with us, we stay united and try to work it out, because even if this imperfect world tries to ruin us, they cannot ruin the perfect love we have together.
MWAH MWAH MWAH.