The stars shiverd over the sky,but in Noxan eyes the stars formed him,each star that representet him had his own meaning.Hope, beauty, help, Never ending hope and waymore.
He felt helpless knowing that no matter how pretty,smart,kind,funnie or good he is,he will never change his sexuality.
Noxan helplessly repeatet multiple times in his lost ocean.
*Sylas loves girls but I love him,not just him but everything that makes him to the person who he is*
Noxan always loved to stare at Sylas dirty blond hair and eyes,also his small inwards going ears,his small but juicy lips,his summer freckles,his pointy nose,his symatrical face strukter,his sharp jaw line,his sharp but thick eyebrows,his oval baby face,his hairless body,his abs,his biceps,his legs and also the rest of him.
He never looks at Sylas in a lustful way but in a romantic and needy way, as if he was the person that felt Noxan hole in his heart.
Noxan tought romanticed and hypnotist
*He looks so good and his personality ahhhh*
*I need some sleep I need to sleep!*
Noxan dreamed of an faceless boy ,a boy that was hisboyfriend.
"Noxan you need to know that I love you,I love how your hair glides trough my fingers.How I can cuddle with you with no sexual goals"
"I would do anything for you.If romantic or sexual,you are my everything.No words can hold my feelings.I love you,~~~"
Noxan dreamed of all the things they did together already.Going on festivals, kissing, cuddling,making food, swimming, studying,an endless amount of memories,they all were included.
The faceless boy was a creature filling the empty place in his heart for a temporary time.His memories were forever but his luck fading,the more he filled the hole the more he secretlystretched the hole.The nicest actions have the darkest prices