Noxans mind started to catch waves again,his brain slowly realized that he still has half a year to prepare.
*Okay calm down,I don't have to open up,or I don't have to make a deep talk.It just therios no confirms.*
Noxan took a breath and let it go again,only the part he believed he'd been holding.
The air stayed warm but not with the force of the thunder,but with the hope and love the sun brought.
The teacher still looked to Noxan,Her expression was unreadable, like a sealed door.
*Why is he making that face?Was he even paying attention?*
Noxan looked at Sylas ,to see how he reacts.
He wanted to read if he wants to come or not.
Noxan already knew money won't be the problem,Sylas is upper middle class.He only comes in designer clothes.Has the newest devices and thinks 1€ is nothing.
Sylas face was questionable but also confirming.
*I think he will come but why does he at the same time look so sad*
The break came and Sylas messed around with a lot of people again.Sylas only messes up with people where he knows they don't take it seriously but playfully. Noxan dreamed of being his fighting partner one day.To gain his trust liketheoceantrustshisanimals.
Noxan had a plan,Sylas always had that one window spot before the classroom where he waits till the teachers comes, maybe he will fight with me there,and how I know him he will playfully.
Noxan tried it out and placed himself at the window.Sykas just looked him in the eyes and walked to him.
Sylas pushed him away,or tried it at least.They fighted and fighted and Sylas began laughing,Noxan was filled with joy.
Sylas always looks concentrated while fighting,if he laughed at you it mean he trusted you, that you wouldn't hit him or hurt him.It was rare but possible that he laughed at this kind of situation.Sylas felt like the ocean getting his water back.
Noxan was breezing in his mind
*why is he all of a sudden laughing*
Sylas became soft and weak ,heleaned himself on Noxan as if he tried to sleep on him.Sylas became gentle and miserable at the same time.Sylas put his whole trust in him.
Noxan was overwhelmed,the thunder started to build up again.All his emotions at the same time.Love, romance,grief, lust, comfort and sadness with the feeling of abuse.Noxan felt like he abusedhim that's why the water raised in his heart filling it with all these emotions and sadness at the same time.
*I'm usinghim,he doesn't know that I did this on purpose*
Sylas didn't care,for him it was normal to do this sometimes he didn't notice how strong Noxan reacted to his actions,again.Not just physical but also emotional,his body clearly reacted and his mind was raising in dopamine.Noxan felt his heart getting warm, touching the sun but not burning.
Noxan still doesn't know why Sylas suddenly became soft and so opening,but he didn't care.
*I can find this out later right?*
Sylas suddenly spoke
"I never had this much fun fighting with someone in a while, every is always so hard but you are soft and caring and that kinda touched me,and also you tickled me a little bit on accident,hahaha"
Noxan was disappointed and proud at the some moment
*It was fun for him and I perfectly adepted to him but the laugh came because of myaccident...*
The reason was dumb,but that was also that one attractive thing on Sylas he couldn't explain with his own lungs,the air was yet to thin.