Noxan heard a knock on his door,he quickly wiped down his tears with the left corner of his pillow,he always uses his pillow to wipe his tears ,his pillow was his only way to cuddle.After that he placed him self on that corner and cover himself with his blanket is it looked like he just stretched himself.
Noxans mom told him
"Get off your phone your eyes are extremely red ,as if they are bleeding.You are destroying yourself with that phone and with his messy room.WHEN WILL YOU STOP BEEING SO NEGATIVE,IF YOU WON'T CHANGE YOURSELF SHE WILL NEVER LIKE YOU!"
Noxans replied with rage
"It's not that simple.."
His mom without letting him finish threw back
"Yes it is,your just lazy.You're talking like your depressed or have any problems,you clearly have no empathy"
His mom didn't know that he was even more broken and meantellyunstable then both of them together,she just never saw his attempts,black outs or heart attacks.His parents didn't know because they never cared,on top of that he was good at hiding.He needed to be good at hiding because he didn't wanna be seen weak,also his mom would over react.Noxans mom already called the principal if he was called dumb just 1 time.His brain didn't dare to simulate what would happen if she knew what he was walking over.
Noxans Mom stated crying too.She remember all the pain she had to walk through in her childhood,she was a little girl but already abused by her own family.Noxans Mom had 4 siblings with her beeing the oldest,she had to watch over her siblings because her Mom couldn't handle it all ,while her husband was abusive and aggressive.This forced her to become more and more blind over time, overseeing what her body was putin, making her blind,not actually but mentally.Not.just that but she also remember how her husband and her first son,her sweetlittleboy got both depressed needing depread help.Noxan was already alive in the phase where they were in a hospital,he knew how deeply they were hurt.Noxan thinks that they had it way worse,he didn't wanna accept that there worse was his best,his best he can remember.
Noxans Moms tears only became stronger,she fell down on her knees her hands standing infront of her.Noxan stood up to hug his mom,as soon as his body gently touched her body she pushed him away,it wasn't just a push more like a hit.
Noxan fell , luckily on his butt but he didn't move he just sat there till she stood up and went away.