Sylas slowly let Noxan go,he unwrapped his arms and stand still.Noxan didn't let go yet,he wasn't ready to already let go.
"I can't let you go, I've payed so much for this moment"
Sylas didn't respond but simply smiled.Sylas looked down to Noxan and said.
"Look how beautiful the sun looks,it reminds me of us, it's only temporary but yet so beautiful."
Noxan looked behind him,how the sun rose above the ocean.His face went into a completely shock wich effected his whole face,his eyes look terrifed as if they saw someone they loved die, his mouth was opened not wide but enough to look endlessly.His face was covered wrinkles.Noxan Stuttered
"No,no you can't go,
NO DON'T LEAVE ME,
No not yet please."
"Slyas... please... stay...."
Noxans vision became blurry trough tears,he still was able to see how the sun,the ocean,the beach and how Sylas were pulled into a darkhole.
Noxan jumped out of his bed, trembling.He made a ball out oh himself and leand on the wall, swinging forwards and backwards.
Noxan stoterd
"It was just a dream..."
"Calm down..."
"You aren't worth it yet..."
"You're already used to this,no panic..."
"No don't do this to me"
Noxan still swang forward and backwards,
he struggled to breath.
Noxan was covered in gose bumps.
Tears dropped of him.
His gut wrenched.
His heartbeat exploded.
His body trembeld.
He felt like a snace constricted him.
Noxans vision turned black shining in white.
Noxan repeated multiple times,with a tone of horror.
"It's a dream,he didn't really die,you didn't hug him"
"He doesn't love you,he never will"
After a few minutes Noxan collapsed on the floor,all his symptoms were still active but he was unconscious.His body trembeldstrongly.
He slowly woke up again but the room kept spinning.
Every breath he took was short and thin.
Noxan tried to relax but his body and mimd didn't listen,he was caged without any escape.
Noxan felt small, alone so fragile but forced to fall into darkness for being himself.
His looked around in his room, without knowing what stood before him.
Everyone corner he locked at made him see how Sylas dies painfully.Every object becoming sharp, stabbing trough Sylas'shearts.It layed right infront him.He tried to grap it but it vanished into air.
Noxan was able to move his body again,he faced the wall in silence.
Noxan began hitting his head against the wall, each time more powerful then before,till he bleed.
His vision became red,his nerves numb.
His head kept hitting the wall.
Sylas released with all his left air
"Please... leave... my... mind... Sylas..."
"I love a heart... even if it's not beating..."
"But... it... can't... be... yours..."
When Noxan stopped he realized what a mess he had done,and fastly tried to clean up everything.Not because his parents would care about him,but they would be disappointed at him for making a mess.