Noxan wished a hopeless "goodnight" in the air.
He smiled,even though he knew it would disappear a second later,he was able to use the rest of his energy to make at least the sky see it's beauty ,when he can't do it for himself.
The Sky smiled back, showing that he is the sjy he constantly misses but Noxan already went into his bed,his blanket touched hsi body,it kept him warm and secure of the monster hiding behind him,who whispert into his ear.The blanket was the only thing that cared for him,if we ignore the all the wonders Noxan can't see.
The blanket also reminded him of Sylas agian,his warm and protection,how he is wrapped uder the blanket holding pressure he wants.
The air in the room warmed from the Heating ,like the Ocean from the Sun,like him by Sylas.
Noxan tried to sleep but failed.Noxan hold his hand into the sky playing with starts like guitar strings.
They produce the voice of Sylas voice,soft and angelic.
His Dad entered tne room seeing him awake,beleving he hasn't tried sleeping.He walked to Noxan and slappedhim.
Noxan didn't stay in shock he spoke with an umformuliert tone,he hasn't spoke in this tone since his feelings vanished in the oceans bottem.
"The clock keep spinning,my heart keept pumping,do you want me to cry to fill youremptyniss with myscreams, fine I'll cry but it won't change the way you work,it won't change the way I work,it won't change anything except your miserable satisfaction in your burnedmind"
His dad watched him with wide eyes, looking like giants next to his smalled pupils,he lowered his head,his legs become tense,his body shivering,he slowly spat back
"You dare to talk to yourdad like this.You believe that just because of a scratch you can act like a "girl" and act like the world dropped on you.How dare you defendingyourself."
He grabbed Noxan dragging him to the toilet,locking all the windows and keeping him trapped.
"Now watch how a panickattack feels ,when the space around you fells so small and the air to thin that you can't breathe."
Noxan realized that his father is not just gonma hurt him but torture, killinghim and saving his life as the hero the second death waves with his hands.
Noxan kneew that his body couldn't hold it in that situation,he hasn't eaten hsi energy was to small and his breathes filled the room quickly.
Noxan begt his dad to let him out
"PLEASE LET ME OUT"
But his dad didn't listen,he preoriteized his show.
Noxan felt how his head started to turn,it wobbled and wobbled around making him deezy.Noxan already had multiple panick attacks and blackouts,he layed himself on the ground to minimize damage.
The sky entered the room while Noxan became unconscious,he woke up from his mom yelling at him how he's late for school.